my blogging

hmm i've worked out when i blog there are 3 main times i blog. these times are 

* when im sad, depressed or angry

* when im happy and have something good to say

* and when im bored and have nothing to do

well there is another time i blog which is when i forgotten to blog for like ages and i post a new blog but thats like yeah. just random come under boredom.

oh so when im sad, depressed or angry my posts are likely to bag the hell out of someone or something when im really annoyed. if i offend people wid what i write im venting so sorry but its going to be there and well its my vent so its not going to change. most of what i write is to clear my mind and mostly to let me just calm down. 

when im happy its about whats happened just random stuff that happend to make me happy and whats going on. lotsa different stuff goes into thoes posts. but mostly its just random ness that goes on and on. 

and when im bored its just random stuff that happened during the day or the few days before maybe it will contain random stuff as well like little stuff that bugs me or little things that was cool but mostly its just randomness. usually these posts are shorter.

i also realised there were more people than i thought that read my blog. i thought that like nearly no one read it but it seems like there are quite a few that do and i say thank u and sorry bout my really negative depressive posts that i've been posting lately just going through alot of stuff atm and yeah getting ova it now still a long way to go but i think im about half way there to getting ova it. removed the pic that was stuck on my phone so i guess thats a sign im getting ova it. yups 

anyway yesterday was awesome !!! organized a lan at my house but ended up not being a lan exactly but more of just a chill out session wid friends watching like one whole season of a tv series and wall -e so it was fun. hehe though next time i have to organize better like what games we are goign to play where everyone is going to set up what we were all going to do what we were going to have for lunch and how everything is organized lols. but it was still fun wid alot more school friends i havnt seen in ages there so it was fun maybe next time just having a chill out session instead of a lan not as long. 

hehe well this is the end of this post so laters peoples 

zac