com parts and avoidance

today was a good and bad day started out crap cause i had to wake up at 5.30 to do my one subject where i had to allocate a tute. kinda stupid the only tutorial i acttually have to book a slot for and i have to get up that early to do it. but managed to get a good time like i got into the tute that i wanted and my friends were goign to go for but seems liek they got into a different one and now the one friend i have in it is going to change to the other tute to be with the others. meh i dun mind so much just hard to make new friends when the groups are already defined by the time others have spent together already. but its ok since i shoudl know a few of the other people i hope in my class.
after i set my time talbe i talked to a few peopel online
but not many then went back to sleep cause was going out during the day. went to buy stuff for out net work cousin bought ram was goign to buy a n series router so that no chance of there being no reception in out house. but we didnt get the router cause wasnt sure about some stuff. then we went to monash uni. went to return another router that we bought a while ago that we didnt want any more cause it wasnt strong enought. we never opened it so now we getting better one. but we have to buy somethign from comp now. probably goign to get a ipod not sure. or more head phones who know

any way after that went to vist mcac store. was way busy got free vit water from their stand walked around was fun. signed up for anime club again. hehe well cause i got this cool plushie keyring that looked like a tooth that was crying hehe it was cute. managed to get my friend to sign up hehe which was cool didnt expect him to join he doesnt even go monash either. lols just like me except nto from rmit but from dekin. lols anyways he really only joined to leech anime lols. what else is there that i did today oh after that went to a fish and chip store and boug food there and went home to eat. it was awesome. after that went to friends house and gamed till now lols. going to go home soon so better start packing up my stuff lols.

oh and for thoes wondering if i ate anything today i did. i had bacon and eggs for breaky. lunch i had fish and chips. and dinner i had rice and random stuff i dunno what ti was but i think we had tofu and some random meat thing. it was nice. even though i ate didnt eat much. what else.... oh got to get up early for tomorrow sigh hate getting up early like getting up at midday its so much better.

how was today was better than yesterday but its ok. didnt want to run into some people and didnt so it was all good. now just feeling down more again. thought i was getting over it but it seems i have a long way to go. at this rate might take the whole year. sigh...............................
well at least this means i can concentrate on uni now i dun have to worry so much about missing classes how i will get my work done. how will i do stuff in time well of course i will still worry about that but i wont have something taking up my time. like if i dis appear for a week i dun have someone annoyed at me for not being able to talk to them or if i dun have much time to spend with them. soo yay i dun have to worry about that.


oh i also wont be wid net for the next few days about 5 i think because new isp needs time to set up their connections. then might be a bit longer as we have to set our system also. so i wont be online or posting for the next few days unless i post on from uni. which i will try to do. i will miss u guys for the next few days i will understand what its like for les. i think i will call people randomly so be prepared for my calls lols whoo shal recieve my calls muahahahahahaha

any ways thats all for this post so night peoples
zac

ps i just rembered something i wanted to say. for all thoes people i've been talking to im sorry for being so annoying all the time and i want to say thank u u guys rock. dun want to say who u guys are in case someone else reads it and thinks that u were the person who said some stuff from my pervious posts. so i just want to say thank u to all of u and its helped out alot. first time i really talked about a problem to people. actually first really emotional problem i've actually had except wid family and wid my relation ship wid god. and thoes i dun really talk about. with this one there are alot of things i keep to my self and i havnt told u guys about yet. but being the person i am i dun really feel comfortable sharing everything i feel. just when im realyl emotional that i do. so thank u everyone.