~Missing Persons~

anitisocial life

2009-09-03T23:45:00.002+10:00

hmmm well as the title says i feel like being anti social. i dunno really i get up and think lets go to monash and its like................. i cbb then just then i was on the forum chat and i just got on but liek i felt wierd i felt like i didnt want to be there. i dun really get it i feel like im becoming an antisocial person. i feel like i go uni then i come home. i stay at home and watch anime read manga then sleep. i go work come home .......... only once in a while i go out wid friends but its like wierd i feel like i dun belong wid them anymore sigh. i dunno anymore. what am i aiming for? who am i? what am i doing? i feel like im loosing myself and how to interact with people nowadays. the only real interaction i have with people is uni, work, church and the ocasional trip to monash. i dunno anymore i just feel so wierd... sigh hope i can work it out.

yes lost phone

2009-09-01T20:54:00.002+10:00

yo yo today was ................................ surprising.

first up i got up late i slept through like 3 separate alarms that have snooze functions and i like turned them of one by one for like an hour without knowing it. so i got to uni late for group work lols. and like had to get most of it done which i did surprisingly. oh then i took the bus home. this is where it gets intresting lols. well i was playing world ends with u again. this time trying to finish it becuase my last one crashed on me. so yeah this time should work. well i realised we got to stud park so i rushed to pack the ds back into my bag and get off the bus. and guess what i had ym phoen on my stomach while i was playing and when i got up the phone fell onto teh ground and didnt notice. so i got off the bus without my phone............ i walk 5 m and reaise its not on me. i rush back to the bus but it leaves just as i reach the back of the bus. theres another bus there so i go ask the driver of that bus about getting my phone back and he's like its with the other company u need to get in contact with them. so i run home get the phone and call the bus terminal. the guy there is like i'll call the bus for u and see if its there and give u a call back. he calls back like 20 mins later to tell me that my phone was on the bus and that its a tthe terminal now and i could go pick it up. lucky.
now that was an eventful day. i consider myself really luck as the bus was going back to the terminal not onto caulfield where i doubt i woudl have gotten m y phone back. so yay! i got it back and now can mess around on it still hehe.

@celine yup yupyup i'll get u a souviner dunno what prob be a key chain or something dunno depends on where i go lols. then again i duno what im going to buy there hehehe

@sandra a rock? why a rock? can i even get a rock through customs? ............... i'll try get u one but dunno what will happen lols prob loose it before then lols.

lols blog update lols

2009-08-30T21:50:00.002+10:00

ok i finally remembered my blog lols. thing is my life is pretty uneventful. there is like nothign to talk about i go to uni or work then come home and do nothing. not a very exciting life is it? as u can tell from my previous post most of the time i blog is when i want to vent. wich isnt really a good thing because i upset other people and stuff. but meh. well now im going to try to blog normally about every day random things.

lets see first up, for all thoes who dont know im going to tokyo!!! wooots lols. im going from the 20th of nov to the 2nd of dec. its going to be awesome. cant wait for it although studying for liek most of it im going to have like 4 days to see parts of tokyo. there is so much i wnat to see but not enough time. hopefully i can go around and find all that i want. first up im going to shop. thats the first thing im going to do, go to shibuya and shinjiku. then im going to go to akihabara if i have time and take lots of happy snaps of me around there. hopefully i dun get lost and can find my way back to my hotel. lols then theres the fish market which would be awesome then im going to take my piccy in like a jap convi store lols. eat convi store food, vending machine drinks lols. find a wierd vending machine and see what it vends. lols visit lots of places around tokyo hopefully. i really want to go to yokohama and see the international port terminal but its close but far and i dont really have that much time to travel. will have to save it for the next trip. i really want to take aphoto of the 101 building and time square
its liek a must. dunno what else im going to do there will see. hopefully i can have tons of fun lols.

hmm......... daily life whats happened lately............ manifest? well that was awesome loved it. i got a fan girl from that that was funny lols. bought tons of moyashimon hehehe. they are awesome. then not much else to talk about.

my work got renovated so new store looks awesome. though because of the look i feel like i have to dress really nicely so ive been wearing shirts and vests and tie's like every day lols. which is fun and i think looks cool and nice. i might start wearing it more oftern. minus the tie and prob wear jeans and sneakers instead of slacks and black shoes. now i need to save save save need to save so much lols

dunno what else to say except hw disappear i dun want u u are annoying lols and gl for all thoes who have exams !!!!! ganbate !!

uni life

2009-05-05T21:08:00.002+10:00

ummm im not sure what to write about here today........ well today was uni as usual. thing is i came to a realisation. a realisation that im wayyyyyyy to lasy lols. i know i have assignments due and things i need to get done but im just cbb its too much work i'll do it later. also i've found that ive been tired alot of the time now not sure why thought it might be my diet or the ammout of sleep im getting or my mental state. im really not sure any more its strange. i just feel tired all day and theres no reason for it. its like i get up i still feel tired. i wake up a bit but then the rest of the day im still tired. like i feel lethargic the whole time. meh oh well hope its just for a short period of time cause its liek annoying . oh wells

hmm what else oh food lols i was going to try eat healthier but that didnt work out lols. i eat too many lollies and sweet stuff to eat healty and i dun think i can give them up lols. but yeah i want to get fit well be able to run wid out my puffer or swim without it also. hmm i wanna get fit. too much junk food lols.

run run run exercise is good lols

depression, bipolar or normal?

2009-05-03T00:06:00.002+10:00

hmm today went to watch wolverine was awesome. soo very awesome. he as a bro, he dies, theres a sex scene lols. jkjk im not going to give a way the plot. awesome show. had so much fun was bros bday. well not really his bday but like went out for his bday on monday. yups went to eat at sakura awesome place to eat but dam expensive. i didn tlook at the price when i ordered...... i ordered shabu shaubu it was .......... $22.50 T.T then i ordered desert it was ........... $9.50 ............... T.T i had a $30 dollar dinner sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff. i want my $30 backT.T wayy to much for one meal.

anyway. whats wid the title of this post? well i was in the toilet at movies
yes the toilet.
and there were posters saying stuff about depression and bi polar. so i started wondering how i have been feeling lately. and it struck me as kinda wierd i started thinking i was bi polar........ like mood swings and all. how i seem to have had them all ym life one time happy all of a sudden upset... but then i thought that was normal and crap cause like always a reason for it. but the i saw the depression poster. and that was like .................................. sounds so like me. since i have been pretty depressed lately. i know why but no one else does and i dun really care to tell any one atm sorry peoples. i dunno its like randomly i just start feelign depressed thinking about stuff and getting mroe depressed. what am i depressed about? meh lots of stuff. what botheres me? everything well not everything but lots of stuff. but yeah depression its strange at the wierdest fo times it hits u u feel like crap there nothign that makes u feel better and like it dun go away. u pretend that everythign is ok but its not. cause u dun want peopel to worry about u. and its just there. but i wonder how do u grade depression? i mean yeah i feel depressed and all but hwo do u know that u have depression like cronic depression? liek the ones u have to take pills for? sigh i dun really under stand.... oh wells.

i dun want to feel depressed and all just it keeps coming back and bugging me. i get agro or depressed and i cant think strate. its wierd what do i do now? what is my path? is everythign set for me? its odd i know what my path is but then i dunno what my path is. its so confusing. paths are always changing and all things are different.

god set a path for me he has a plan for me and do i follow that plan? atm nto very sure. or nto very closely. but i know its there and i know he's wating for me to follow that plan. so glad that god is gracious and is willing to wait for me. atm there are a few thigns keeping me sane atm. God, my friends n family, and routine. dunno what i woudl do with out them. sigh so much going through my mind atm that i dunno what im thinking everythign is just bla i dunno whats going on whats happening or whats going to happen..... all i want is to live happy and for god.
one thing thats starting to bug me is do i really know what my feelings are do i really know how i feel. i feel like i dun have nay positive emotions atm. or well not alot of them. i seem to be cynical alot of the time nowadays. i see everythign like that happens in a wierd warped way. my annoyance fuze has like gotten smaller and the tiniest thing can set me off. im nto sure whats happening but i dun like it and it just makes me feel more depresed. sigh dunno what im going to do sigh. all things change and all things are different but do they have to change for the worst? cant they change for the better? hmm i think i'll stop now im thinking too much again and its stupid really. well im going to go sleep have work tomorrow.

laters peoples

carsh

2009-04-29T18:44:00.004+10:00

yeah i crashed into someone on monday........... yeah so like both the cars are write offs the other guy is in hospital and im going to court. lols nah not that bad but i did get in a crash. only a little one no one hurt and could hardly tell the damage to the cars. like my car bit of green paint gone his car? could hardly tell just a bit of paint from our car on his. and the stupid guy is like triyn gto milk me for all the money he can get grrr.... so need to get pics of the damage from him. in case he's charging for things that i didnt cause.

anyway it totally freaked me out dunno what im susposed to do and dad is like... not fussed about it hes like it happens so it happens. and like yeah. just hope i dun have to pay that much cause the money i have to pay him i could have used for somethign else dam it.

first time driving that car also very differnt to what im used to the car is longer and less control well for me it is less control. it felt so diff that i was going faster than expected oh well. its done and its done. well my comp is over but next com has started and have so many assignments to go. sigh last year i was MIA for like 2 months this year i think i will be mia for longer liek 3 or 4 months

lols sleeping at uni

2009-04-14T19:06:00.002+10:00

lols well tonight im staying over at uni. hehehe its goign to be so crappy staying over night to work on my project butthers so much to do dunno how much we are goign to get done. hope i win i want that 2k prize. well i'll only get $666 of it but who cares its money lols. well anyway what else is goign on? not much. oh sorry for not posting been busy and nothign i wanted to post about here well there has been stuff but didnt want to post it cause of stuff yeah.... anyway not much time for anythign any more lots of time on this project and work. so dun have time to bum wid people. though i do bum wid friends from mcac alot. during most of my free time. so for thoes from church or hs that want to meet up wid me msg me if your at monash or in the city cuase i'll be at one or the other. lols. hmm well thats all so thats it for the night lols. i might updat what its liek to sleep at uni as well probably wake up wid sores all over again. its painful lols. anyway back to doing hw now lols laters and wait for the next post.

ohh ps. i love.................................................................................................. foooodddddd but havnt eaten much today. had a melon bread and a sausage bun from bread top. for lunch lots of chocolate. for dinner havnt eaten yet but prob eat nandos and have two bags of chips also here hehehe so junk food lols.

hmm chruch

2009-03-15T22:24:00.002+11:00

well today went to church. as alot of u know im christian. well most of u know i think and if u dun know now u know. well i havnt' been going recently well for about a year or two. i realized that i actually missed church. the reason i stoped going was cause i felt out of place and awkard. it felt like i didnt belong there. but then when i wasnt at church it felt like i was missing something. i know i belive in God. even when i didnt go church i always asked God what to do and to look after me. i was strugling with what i believed in but i realied that i do believe in him. but i didnt know how much i wanted to commit to him and how i wa ssusposed to do that. in church i felt left out and that no one noticed me. being me i dun think very highly of myself. part of the reason why i felt left out and didnt belong was that there wernt that many people around my age. and the ones that were were heading in a diff direction. i dunno why but prob me just being insecure. in curch there are tight knit groups and i felt like i didnt belong in any of thoes. but now that i went back after a long time it seems diff now. maybe cause i went wid a friend who hasnt been before made it feel diff or my atitude to it changed. now it dun seem so much as iff im left out or anything. and that i feel more comfortable. maybe tis God chalenging me to move past my insecurities and stuff. i still feel insecure there. but it feels more welcoming. and i realised also that people did notice that i was gone. they did see that i wasnt coming. and they did look out for me. they did pray for me. and i tank then for that they they cared about me that much. thank u guys.

well after that rambling now. what happened during the day... well church obviously. met sharon there lols didnt expect to see her there. she was there for free food and came wid her friend. after that she was going to city. it was cool to chat to her. never really chatted to her. but was cool. what else after that went home. didnt do much except watch anime and play games. now doing hw. but not going to be doing that for much longer, hmm what to do lols

NET

2009-03-12T01:16:00.002+11:00

NET i got my NET back!!!!!!! woots lols finally got the net back so stupid how long it too to ge tthe net back grrr i wanted it back faster. oh well at least its back now. now i can finally get work done at a better pase and check my emails and events info faster. i dunno how i suvived wid out it for the past few weeks. well now atm not much just dling alot hehehe. trying not to dl to much though cuase we dun want to be capped to early but meh it should be ok.

to day was awesome went to monash for the mcac bbq. hehe it was awesome so many newbies. i so didnt know what to do. so spent most of the time bekind the bbq talking to the oldies hehe mainly cause im not that good at talking to new people. if i get to know then first on msn or chat or somethign then its easier for me to talk to them in person. but just going up to a random and saying hi im zac how are u and bla bla bla bla is kind ahard for me. not really used to it. but meh. what else i ate alot it was gooooood i had 2 or 3 sausages today i think not sure. then after bbq went and got these mochie things that were nice hehe. and had snack foods. then dinner had this chicken stuff dad made tasted better than i thought it would.
my post lack any motivation behind them any more i've gotten lasy with them lols. well it was a fun day three amandas lols so many duplicates in teh club now lols. what to do. met steph she joined the club i rembered her form some where but dun rember where. think it was from church but cant rember when or what. but meh. cooking was fun dunno why i didnt help out sooner.

on other info im going fine still not over stuff but getting there as long as nothing sparks it up again it should be ok. not seeing or talking to her helps also. but meh it all works out eventually i think. what else to talk about i dunno not much else to say. i ate food today which was good and i got my net back! lols i'lve pretty much been dling non stop since i got it back lols it so cool 200gig limit. i cant helpl being excited about it lols.

well thats it for the post

zac

no net

2009-03-10T12:09:00.002+11:00

well i cant exactly remember what happened in the last week. kept forgetting to write stuff down in my book. soo i'll write what i can remember. last monday went to uni to check my time table. and what studio i got into. got into the one i wanted which is awesome. then bummed around a bit till les came to the city. hehe went to get plushies !!! lols it was awseome i spent $15 bux got a giant yoshi and a mushroom!!! wanted to give the mushroom to les since she didnt get anythign but she didnt want. then went to get soem stuff to eat and go home. cant rember what else happened that day. tuesday ..... my mind is blank all i remember is going monash then leaving early cause i saw someone i think and going to class. wednesday had a day off but went to uni anyway to do hw which we got done. thursday had class then went to monash and bummed around for a bit. friday went to uni had class then went to monash to bum. sat work and ran into les and mel at chaddy. they were bummign around. they hung aroudn till i finished work. lols all cause mel wanted to see me do ddr which i suck at. i told u mel that i suck at it mind u i dun try to hard. lols well i might get better if i had a mat at home. though the chances of me getting one are low. since i dun have a ps or ps2. ddr just isnt my thing. i prefer shuffleing though i dun do much of that nowadays. meh. sunday had work thats about it. monday? not much had uni off cause of labor day lols so lucky hey monash students still had class lols. well spent the day watching anime got up at like 1 pm lols and watched anime mum got angry at me cause i took a nap at like 5 and slept till 10 and she told me off cause not being able to wake up early tomorrow but i proved her wrong and woke up lols. what else.... not much really. today? nothign much happened just random stuff went to uni early forgot some work for class. probably goign to go to monash to visit peoples apart from that no idea lols.
welll thats it for this post.
oh wait should mention that i should be getting my net back at 8 pm tomorrow night according to TPG. but thinking they will be wrong and delay it again lols. so hopefully i get it tomorrow night! hehehe so just wait for the post tomorrow!

lonnnng post lols

2009-03-02T12:25:00.002+11:00

this will be very long about 5 days of posts lols.
soo here i go

26/2/09

the actual first day of no net

well yesterday was a false start lols. the tech person didnt show up so today is the actual first day of no net. cousin called up while i was at work and said that it had been switched over. so now no net T.T going to go to maccas to use the free wifi lols to register on TPG. wonder what that will be like? 200 gig limit hehehehe
well anyway back to my other stuff what i actually did today. today went to monash again lols. to hand out wid friends from MCAC. awesome fun it was. lols one of the Asean people reconised me lols. seen her like every day i was there. tues she asked me to join, wed friend roped me into joining, thurs randomly saw/ she said hi lols. bumped into tim and lily there whoule they were promoting amazing race. sat there and talked to them for a bit then i went to work. and man work was bad they had a whole lot of boxes in. pretty much the whole store room was full of boxes. i pretty much spent the whole night trying to pack the boxes away so that they wernt on the floor. only managed to get about half of them on shelves. so there are liek 5 big boxes sitting on the floor of the store room waiting for a place to be found for them. lols i wonder who orded them cause they ordered way to many boxes. now no room for anything in the store room. meh oh well.
ohh got a suprise today les came down to monash which was cool seeing her again. she brought her little dog wid her. OSCAR!! lols grrr oscar didnt remember mee...... he was scared of me dam it. he better rember me next time les or BBQ dog hehehehe.
hmm what else? ooh got visited by ming today which was cool didnt expect that. she walked into the store just as we were shutting up. then walked out again. called her after if she wanted to bum but she was wid her mum meh.
now for what i ate today. i had a red bean paste bun for brunch then went to monash. at monash didnt eat anything just had a can of pepsi. at work i had nothing else had a OJ and some wedges after work. so i didnt eat that much food peoples.

oh i might be goign to stay over at friends house tonight so i might be able to blog this down. going over to check out a new mouse i might get since i've been getting cramps in my arm lately. he might be getting teh same mouse. if i get it ti will be $50 spend lols meh

thats it for this day lols

maybe not quite it for the night. mum just told me to look after myself said i was so thin. i guess this really means i havn't been eating much. seems like its pretty bad if my parents are noticing it now. i guess not eating health or skipping lunch alot of the time dont help. people ask me what emotional state am i in all the time now. i gues i really do have friends that care about me alot and im really grateful for them. i wish the was some way i could repay them for what they have done for me. i dont really know what to do about how skinny i've gotten. how do i put on more weight? i know eatign is the way but im not going to be eating much anyway sigh. i need to think of wa way to get ouve rthe feelings im feeling. i know people say time but i really dun want to be patient atm. i want to get over thsi faster sigh. oh i might be starting another blog for my private thoughs and another one where i put mroe personal stuff but only a few peopel can read so that would be two new blogs. dunno if i will though.

27/02/09

Gaming and thinking

im actually writing this on the 28th but cbb. its the morning so it dun really matter. lets se yesterday i woke up late about 11.30 cause the night before i was drawing and smsing random peopel as i had no net. the drawings i did looked really cool so i'll try post them up eventually but cbb atm. lols what else. lests see who did i sms randomly ther was phe, les, celine, ming and adrian. think there was someone else but not sure. it was fun lols. back to what happened yesterday. got up late actually woke up from friend a msg from adrian asking if i was up yet cause i was susposed to go his place to game. lols so when to his place and played alantica and cs teh whole day. fun fun fun lols. really just went to his place to try a new mouse out. the mouse is nice not so sure about the look of it the designer in me goes gahh... but it feels so nice lols. so $39 for it less thant i though. adrian also lent me a spare netowrk card to test out our new connectin when its connected. so awesome. ended up staying over night since by the time we finished playing ti was about 12.30 1 am and nhe didnt want to drive me hoem which was ok since i dun want him driving tired.
over all teh day was good signed up for tpg, played games, ordered a new mouse and had fun wid a friend. now goign to work on teh bus. lols its so hard to write on teh bus. u cant read my writing lols.
now the update on what i ate. no breaky cause i got up late sorry peopels then for lunch i had chicken and chips. had about 1.5 pieces of fried chicken and teh chips. seems i cant eat as much as i used to any mroe. oh well for dinner i had thai food. adrians mum bought back. had mroe than i would usually eat thats mainly caus i had to. but it was good so that i ate more. today havnt had much only ate a piece fo toast so far. not sure what i will eat fo rlunch. but prob will dun want to get skinnier as mum has started to notice. oh well.

i wonder when we are going to start swimming. have to organise with celine and jimmy to when we are swimming. wonder if we will go weekdays ro weekends oh well. thats it for now

after work now. not much happened at work today so not much new to tak about oh except that i made budget this week as well as the store doing 110% of tis budget. which means i get commission this week. which means extra $$$ lols. and the 110% thing means that there is $2000 to split between the members who made budget. which is awesoem cause more $$$ lols wonder how much extra i will ge. it its alot i'll buy more anime &manga or upgrade my com again maybe buy a ipod. though im probably goign to save it for the trip at end of year. i wante to go thailand malaysia and japan. though prob only going to go to thailand and malaysia. parents dun like me traveling alone. they dun trus my friends either cause of my first year camp. meh its ok. strangely it was jimmy that convinced them somewhat that it would be ok. lols told them that he was going lools said he was responsible since hes the treasure for MCAC and C&S. hopefully i will be able to go since i dun really wnat to go on the study tour this year. to mexico and vietnam.. i want vietnam and japan. when are they goign to do a dam tour to japan grrrrr.... oh well just have tow ait for it. though cant wait for end of year now. got to start planning.

1/3/09

Accidental meeting & thoughts

wrighting this post on the second forgot to write it last night. yesterday was pretty good day woke up late. which sucked cause i wanted to go church. but no one woke me up oh well. got ready for work on teh bus bumped into celine, amanda and jia che (sorry if i misspell) which was fun bummed wid them for a bit before work. saw rain and nas as well at nandos they were watchign movie wid the others. oh and ran into big alex also whcih was random. after that had work that was ok mostly boring stuff lookign for missing items. serving customers. and bumming wid workmates while we wait for customers to show up. lots of chatting about life mostly about uni and random stuff going on in our lives. lots about relationships and family but msotly about what we did the night before or during teh week. oh we also talked about end of year. me wanting to go thailand and malaysia. trying to work out how to convince parents to let me go. its really hard to convince my parents to let me do anythign on my own. like travel, clubbing, go on trips iwd friends. hopefully i can go to all the things i planned this year. oh well just have to wait and see what happenes.

didnt do much last night just stayed at home and watched anime. not much else to do. went through a whole series. lols though i did eat alot yesterday had, sushi, chips, M&Ms and fried rice. so its good im eating more. hopefulyl can keep eatign this much. very much depends on my mood. i felt so full yesterday.

well thats it for this mass post its liek long very long lols now got to go fill otu forms and get stuff signed. sigh......

morning madness and gossip

2009-02-25T08:49:00.003+11:00

hey peoples today im going to write my blog as it happenes since i dun have the internet for the next few days. about 5 working days i think. so for the next five days the blog will be different and have different sections. i will post as soon as i get a connection to the net and it will seem wierd as days might be broken up into sections or be in like morning afternoon and night parts or there will be like 2 or 3 days blogs in one post. so see what happens.

sooo day 1 without internet.
25/2/2009
so yes tod ay woke up late. was susposed to wake up at 6.30 so i could take a 7. 30 bus to city for my balloting thing. Because i woke up late at 7 am instead of the 6.30 i planned i had to get ready in 15 mins. shower, change brush teeth everything. managed it but to make it worse i was thinking to much during this whole time so i started to feel sick again. Ended up dry hurling (vomiting wid out anythign coming out) for like 5 mins. so didnt feel good. Because of that had to run to bus stop to catch bus. now on the bus and not feelign much better actualyl feeling much worse must have been the running. Dunno if i will eat to day as im not exactly in the mood to eat i'll try to eat some thing but probably wont eat much. here i woudl say if celine eats i will eat also but i really dun feel like eating..... meh

well today im susposed to ballot for the studio i want to be in which is kinda cool cause u kinda get to choose what kind of thing u will design for a semester. wonder what i will get into. i will probably go for the oens that have better times for me and sound good cauase i dun want 8 pm lectures or tutes cause its just so hard for me to get home. it really sucks. but hopefully there are some that are during the day and i dun ahve to go to night lectures. which will be cool. after that i plan to go to the plushie store not sure if i will go though cause might not have time to go. as i want to go monash to vist people. but even that is a mayve as i dun want to run into someone there. will see depends on what happens today.

thats it for what happened before 8 am and what i was thinking at the time.
thank u

part 2

lols its only an hour later but im on a com at uni thought i better post it before i forget so i did. what else has changed since an hour ago? not much lols i thought mroe on the train didnt make me feel much better. and to top it off my r4 seems to be having some troubles so might need to get my other r4 and chips off yvonne. dunno if i will get them back.... meh oh well if i dun i'll jsut go buy another one see what happenes. hoepfully i wont need to. what else.... umm i have no idea what is going to happen today. its raining outside which sucks hope its not raining at monash wither wise it will be another wet day like last year.

u know how i say i dun like gossip but it seems like i partake in it as well. i know its bad and i try not to. but it seems to happen. truthfully i dun liek it, its how rumors are spread and how they get worse. something small can turn into somethign big and move around turning people against each other. personally i dun like it. but i seem to make it worse. how do i stop it? im not sure. i've thought about it and only a few things have come to my mind. not talk about other peoples problems. thats a given but its hard as well not to talk if your not sure how to give advice to that person. the onyl way i can think of to get around the gossip spreading is to talk to some one else that the person who u are trying to help has talked to that way only the people close to that person know. though the other problem wid gossip is when two people are fighting and one side or both sides want to tell everyone. when its like that lots of peopel find out and take up a side and then one side is seen in a bad light and people wont hear out the other side. what can people do? i think hear both sides out. but that is always easier said than done. i guess what i want to say is gossip is bad it breaks friends up, it breaks couples up, it breaks, groups up. not much can be done for what has happened to people already but what can be done if no one tries to fix the problem and just leaves? then everyone just gets broken up.

so thats it for the morning its now 9.18 am. i will post again later in the day if possible probably edit this post and put iti on the end. if not i will post it tomorrow or the day after. all depends on what happens

part 3

lols im actually at home now lols. nets still working people from telstra who were susposed to come over didnt show up so we still have our net. lols yay!! so it wont be the first day wid out net hahaha. oh well maybe it might be tomorrow. anyways onto the next part of the day.
soo i sat through the baloting lecture. it was good there were a quite a few good times and ones that i wanted to do. i really want to do the green roof one cause its so awaesome. mainly because it has somethign to do with my last studio. after that i went to a friends house. wanted to see it since she just move place. ahaha its so cool its a town house with three floors. lols and one of the floors has mirrors along the whole wall looks so cool. sorry phe seeing friends place takes precedent over plushies. so didnt go plushie store T.T maybe another day i will go. but its ok hmm what else. oh then i went to monash and hung out with my friends from MCAC there. saw another friend and ended up joining asean wid him. i so dun know why i joined not going to use the stuff or go to the events probably. unless others make me go or i can be bothered going. hmm... dunno what to talk about oh time talbe is awesome ness got mondays off so that means probably going to be spending that time at monash or working. might have wednesday off also well im susposed to but there was a clash with my classes i have two on thursday at the same time so apparently one of them is going to be changed but dunno when to so will have to see. probably on monday. i also find out the studio im in on monday as well. hopefully its a good one.

hmm what did i eat today... i had a spring roll today and will need to eat dinner because im at home and mum will make me. hehe food is not a problem u can survive on sugar!! wahahaha
and noooo im not doing a sailor moon fuka crossplay its never gonna happen. i have no idea how it spread from a joke at a dinner to everybody............ its suprisingly fast way to fast for that to happen. its actually scary...

well thats the blog for the day hopefully the tech person will come tomorrow and change us over. even though it means no net. it means fast get the new net wid awsome limit.

zac

com parts and avoidance

2009-02-24T21:33:00.004+11:00

today was a good and bad day started out crap cause i had to wake up at 5.30 to do my one subject where i had to allocate a tute. kinda stupid the only tutorial i acttually have to book a slot for and i have to get up that early to do it. but managed to get a good time like i got into the tute that i wanted and my friends were goign to go for but seems liek they got into a different one and now the one friend i have in it is going to change to the other tute to be with the others. meh i dun mind so much just hard to make new friends when the groups are already defined by the time others have spent together already. but its ok since i shoudl know a few of the other people i hope in my class.
after i set my time talbe i talked to a few peopel online
but not many then went back to sleep cause was going out during the day. went to buy stuff for out net work cousin bought ram was goign to buy a n series router so that no chance of there being no reception in out house. but we didnt get the router cause wasnt sure about some stuff. then we went to monash uni. went to return another router that we bought a while ago that we didnt want any more cause it wasnt strong enought. we never opened it so now we getting better one. but we have to buy somethign from comp now. probably goign to get a ipod not sure. or more head phones who know

any way after that went to vist mcac store. was way busy got free vit water from their stand walked around was fun. signed up for anime club again. hehe well cause i got this cool plushie keyring that looked like a tooth that was crying hehe it was cute. managed to get my friend to sign up hehe which was cool didnt expect him to join he doesnt even go monash either. lols just like me except nto from rmit but from dekin. lols anyways he really only joined to leech anime lols. what else is there that i did today oh after that went to a fish and chip store and boug food there and went home to eat. it was awesome. after that went to friends house and gamed till now lols. going to go home soon so better start packing up my stuff lols.

oh and for thoes wondering if i ate anything today i did. i had bacon and eggs for breaky. lunch i had fish and chips. and dinner i had rice and random stuff i dunno what ti was but i think we had tofu and some random meat thing. it was nice. even though i ate didnt eat much. what else.... oh got to get up early for tomorrow sigh hate getting up early like getting up at midday its so much better.

how was today was better than yesterday but its ok. didnt want to run into some people and didnt so it was all good. now just feeling down more again. thought i was getting over it but it seems i have a long way to go. at this rate might take the whole year. sigh...............................
well at least this means i can concentrate on uni now i dun have to worry so much about missing classes how i will get my work done. how will i do stuff in time well of course i will still worry about that but i wont have something taking up my time. like if i dis appear for a week i dun have someone annoyed at me for not being able to talk to them or if i dun have much time to spend with them. soo yay i dun have to worry about that.

oh i also wont be wid net for the next few days about 5 i think because new isp needs time to set up their connections. then might be a bit longer as we have to set our system also. so i wont be online or posting for the next few days unless i post on from uni. which i will try to do. i will miss u guys for the next few days i will understand what its like for les. i think i will call people randomly so be prepared for my calls lols whoo shal recieve my calls muahahahahahaha

any ways thats all for this post so night peoples
zac

ps i just rembered something i wanted to say. for all thoes people i've been talking to im sorry for being so annoying all the time and i want to say thank u u guys rock. dun want to say who u guys are in case someone else reads it and thinks that u were the person who said some stuff from my pervious posts. so i just want to say thank u to all of u and its helped out alot. first time i really talked about a problem to people. actually first really emotional problem i've actually had except wid family and wid my relation ship wid god. and thoes i dun really talk about. with this one there are alot of things i keep to my self and i havnt told u guys about yet. but being the person i am i dun really feel comfortable sharing everything i feel. just when im realyl emotional that i do. so thank u everyone.

today's crappyness

2009-02-23T23:25:00.002+11:00

hey peoples. today's blog isnt going to be exciting, didnt have the best day at all. it was probably one of the worst days i've had in a while. firstly didnt get much sleep at all last night i went to sleep at like 1 or 2 am and then got up at like 7am to catch bus for work. so thats what 5 hours sleep? not enough for me i usually need at least 8+ i sleep alot. then when i got on the bus bumped into someone i really didnt want to see yet. me being tired from 5 hours was yawning wid my eyes closed after i sat donw and when i opened my eyes she was there. meh not like it could be helped. so yeah chatted a bit but felt really akward so wasnt saying much plus being tired wanted to sleep. actually planned to sleep on the bus so that i wouldnt be to tired for work and make a mistake. but couldnt sleep cause it would be rude to do that when she was sitting right beside me. thought i was over it a bit more than this but seems like im not. seeing her just makes me down. might start following my dad in the morning and get dropped off at a station. sigh oh well thats just life i guess.

after getting off the bus at chaddy felt sick so lucky i got there early so i could sit down and feel a bit better but didnt help much was feeling sick the whole time at work. at work we were doing stocktake which is a pain. we had to scan gold this time so it was like 3000 units of scanning. so bothersome. so sitting there scanning items one after another gah all u want to do is sleep. didnt help that i was tired from the night before. so was yawning the whole time and feeling sick. not sure how i got sick but i think i know what made me feel sick. anyways didnt feel like doing much. didnt feel like eating also so didnt just had boost. which is pretty much all i had for the day except for a banana which i ate before i left the house. yeah so was going to go celine's house to tell her to eat but couldn't do that since me myself wasnt eating. so just went ova to see how she was going. which was good. so many people in their place couldnt fit them all lols. some down stairs some upstairs lols. and sorry if i was bothering u guys when i came. gomen.

sigh everything juse seems so complicated. at home nwo still dun feel like eating even though stomach is making noises. meh might get a snack to calm my stomach see what i have. lols i cant belive celine and amanda's place has exit signs lols. its so fail. why would u need exit signs in a house? i mean .......... there are liek two ways in and out how can u miss that?... so wierd. any way thats probably going to be post for the day dunno what else to post. i could just ranble on now and not post anythign important and just talk about posting or random crap to take up space and make u peopels read stuff that u dun need to but am i that evil? lols heheh e
i really feel like doing that now but cant think of enough random thigns to say meh
wonder what im going to do tomorrow..... meh
well thats for the night
wait for the next blog when eva it comes
zac

the com gaming and singing old people?????

2009-02-22T00:19:00.002+11:00

lol today was an awesome day well it really started out as yesterday. yester day was les's farewell which was fun at la pocheta cant spell but meh. i ordered a medium pizza wid meatlovers and mexicana which was awesomenesss. then i shared a dessert wid phe-kun hehe it was yummy!! hehe and no phe no yaoi stuff never not happening. that reminds me im never doing that character that they came up wid for me that night never. if its used in a yaoi thing too oftern then no never going to happen. never eva. grrr stupid people and their ideas. .......... only cosplay aproved by me thats zac not anyone else but zac ZAC is getting done im the one making the costume so nooooo. unless u have someone make the costume that u want me to do and the costume i want to do them maybe thats a maybe i will do it. but noo cross dressing or cosplaying as characters that cross dress. yeah well the night was fun and all lots of fun. by the end of the night i think the place wanted to kick us out we were like sitting there for a few hours with out buying anythign after we finished so lols. any way we finished it was an awesome night and we wont get to see les for ages T.T nooo hopefully we see her during oweek and for puri every sem.

next part of the day lols well after i got home from les's farewell i went to friends house to play ALANTICA!!! lols im pretty much addicted to the game lols all ym spare time alantica lols well thats pretty much what i was doing the whole time lols. so i stayed ova at his place and played all day today it was aawesome sitting and chatting and gaming all day. so much fun. had luch played some more then dinner time.... his mum had some of her friends over dinner was good and all. we went back up to his room after dinner and continued gaming all good and all. then we hear music.....
loud music......
kareoke music.....
and then we hear singing...... and it was gahhhhh abba, sound of music, old 60s and 70s music gahh old people singing ...... i dun get it why do old people like kareoke its like gahhh
i mean kareoke is fine and all but why why why why do old people liek it? i mean its good and all when u do it wid a group of friends in a inclosed room and no one but the people in the room know how baddly u make a fool of your selves. but old people...... u guys have kids i mean think about your kids they can hear u upstairs with their friends while u guys are down stairs singing your hearts out off key and making a fool out of your selves.

i mean what brings a 40 or 50 year old person to sing kareoke? i have never quite worked it out, why old people like to sing. is it some past time that they never got todo? is it some thign that was extreamly popular when they were young that they could never do cause they didnt have money? and now that they are old succesful people they can sing their hearts out? i dun get it. is it something that old people can do with their friends because they cant get out and about anymore and this is the most "hip" thing they can do since they cant do anythign else any more? i dunno i really wonder why it is so popular. what bothers me more is that nearly every asian aunty and uncle has a kareoke set in their house not sing star or rock back or gutair heros but the old typle kareoke machine that u plug into the tv that uses cd's with backing track words and random vids from around the world taken in the late 70's. why do they all have one? what is so popular about it? who know its the attraction of the parents generations and the kareoke seems to be living on. parents had kareoke we have gaming and gutair heros, i wonder what the next generation will have to entertain them for their times to come.

thats all for this post so night since its like 2.30 am nights
zac

randomness and mousetrap!

2009-02-18T18:44:00.004+11:00

hehe post for today! well today was a fun day i went to scorptech in the morning to pick up my graphics card. finally got it back, well i didnt actually get it back i got a new one they replaced the old one with a different one as it was aterfacting. if u dun know what it means it was screwing up lols. well the new one rocks i its slightly better than the one i had. so now that i got my card back woots gaming galore!! lols well not really just glad to have all of my com back.

after that i went to friends house wid the com and put the card in and played till like 5 which was awesome. playing a online game called alantica. games awesome some people dis it because its a turn based mmo but the turn based thing is alot better than the mindless grinding that u have to do in normal mmo's so i dun mind means u need a bit of intelegence to play instead of just mindlessly clicking on a monster.

ohh onto the extreamly cool part of the day i caught a mouse!!! lols about three nights ago i heard a mouse in the room but thought i was just hearing things then the day after i saw it. yup i saw a mouse inside my house. so yester day we put a mouse trap out and when i checked it today this is what i saw. hehehehe

so yes i caught a mouse hehe. well its kinda freaky seeing it though cause it still looks like its alive but wid a bar through it. and then we think there are more in the house cause like just then we heard more squeeks so more traps are going down today. the mice actualyl ate through motar in the wall and into our house so there were three holes where they came in. we blocked these holes off wid cement but i got a feeling that they will eat their way through it. just to be save traps are abundant in our house tonight just hope that jo my little dog dun find the traps and try to eat the bait and get his tonge snaped.

thats all for today hehe

my blogging

2009-02-04T19:36:00.002+11:00

hmm i've worked out when i blog there are 3 main times i blog. these times are

* when im sad, depressed or angry

* when im happy and have something good to say

* and when im bored and have nothing to do

well there is another time i blog which is when i forgotten to blog for like ages and i post a new blog but thats like yeah. just random come under boredom.

oh so when im sad, depressed or angry my posts are likely to bag the hell out of someone or something when im really annoyed. if i offend people wid what i write im venting so sorry but its going to be there and well its my vent so its not going to change. most of what i write is to clear my mind and mostly to let me just calm down.

when im happy its about whats happened just random stuff that happend to make me happy and whats going on. lotsa different stuff goes into thoes posts. but mostly its just random ness that goes on and on.

and when im bored its just random stuff that happened during the day or the few days before maybe it will contain random stuff as well like little stuff that bugs me or little things that was cool but mostly its just randomness. usually these posts are shorter.

i also realised there were more people than i thought that read my blog. i thought that like nearly no one read it but it seems like there are quite a few that do and i say thank u and sorry bout my really negative depressive posts that i've been posting lately just going through alot of stuff atm and yeah getting ova it now still a long way to go but i think im about half way there to getting ova it. removed the pic that was stuck on my phone so i guess thats a sign im getting ova it. yups

anyway yesterday was awesome !!! organized a lan at my house but ended up not being a lan exactly but more of just a chill out session wid friends watching like one whole season of a tv series and wall -e so it was fun. hehe though next time i have to organize better like what games we are goign to play where everyone is going to set up what we were all going to do what we were going to have for lunch and how everything is organized lols. but it was still fun wid alot more school friends i havnt seen in ages there so it was fun maybe next time just having a chill out session instead of a lan not as long.

hehe well this is the end of this post so laters peoples

zac

hmm its ova

2009-01-31T19:00:00.002+11:00

woot the sickness is ova and so is the heat wave well mostly. i think my sick ness had something to do wid the heat as well i had a stupid head ache every day it was hot and i have one right now but its not so bad.

i wanna take a poll the question is if a guy/girl tries to steal another guys gf/bf is that person the scum of society? or how bad do u think it is for a person to do that. i know my position its one of hate utter disgust for a person like that. partily cause a guy has done it to me and well i hate him abosultly hate him. the girl? annoyed at still very much annoyed at. falling for a guy like that and continiously defending him when it is obvious he went after her while we were going out. and not seeing how much of a player he is. oh yeah also found out alot of people think he's a player. not telling who but yeah alotttttt. my feelings for her have they gone away not sure. but know that love and hate are interlinked and like one can turn into the other some how. so maybe i hate her now...... hmm nope not hate but very strong annoyance and not much feelings of kind ness towards her atm.
anyway back to my poll write your answer and any feeligns about the the whole guy steal gf from another guy issue in the comments and ill tally it up in a later blog.
thankies people laters.
zac

sickness

2009-01-27T14:42:00.002+11:00

sigh i got sick yesterday sigh. went to wedding and was feeling kinda sick then but was like not that bad then when i got home i felt worse and like slept the whole day. then when i was sleeping at night still feeling sick couldnt sleep properly had to sleep a certain way either wise my body ached like no tomorrow. still feeling the sickness now sigh dun like being sick especially during the hollies. im starting to feel better anyway so hopefully im all better by tomorrow.

any way its been 27days............................. how am i feeling? i dunno i guess im feeling better but at the same time feeling worse who knows. so far im getting ova it all probably need another month or two before i get ova it totally. deff cant go back to the way things were before will see what happens.

lamentations

2009-01-23T00:35:00.002+11:00

is there a point in hoping?
is there a reason to trust?
is there a reason to believe what she says?
is there a reason to listen?
there is no point to hope
i dun think i can trust
believing is not possible
and listening is just to hard
can i still be friends?
at the moment i think not
what i hear is not always true
what i see is misleading
what u say to me is one thing
to another it is different
u lie to me so we can be friends
but once its found out i cant trust again
do i want to understand u?
no i dun really want to
if what i think is true
u will feel pain soon
and i dun really give the dam
well maybe i might a little bit
but if u want to be friends again
it might happen all depends on u

sicknes

2008-12-24T23:01:00.003+11:00

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~sigh SIGH sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
im sick dam it im sick i hate being sick i dun even know what kind of sickness it is like first it started out as a normal headache and sore joints, then it became a sore throat that left me wid a croaky voice now its like a dry cough wid lots of flem its so dumb and the stupid cough wont stop and it hurts sometimes grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i hate this why wont it go away and its one day before Christmas grrrrrrrr.

well onto more happy stuff as some of u know i got an ice cream maker so far ive tried to make sorbet. and so far i have failed 2 times and kinda passed the last time. i still need to work otu how to get them to freeze properly sigh think its something to do wid my mix oh well anyway baby is making me more stuff so far ive workout its made out of felt and might be toast and clouds and TOAST!!!! and rice ball lols
she says looks cute sounds cute lols i cant wait to see them i want!!!!!! lols hehhe i wonder if she will be able to work out what i got here hehehehehe though there is only one thing i regret about what i got her but i cant say that cause she read this blog lols hehhehe well she knows its electronic hehehehe or has power hehehe.

i so dun want to work on boxing day its like sucky i want to go out wid baby but noo i have to work in a uber hot store and wid customers that can be crappy sometimes sigh i wanna shop instead and look at stuff and get discounts sigh oh well hmm what else i need more games and lollies !!!!!!!!!!! hehehhehe

tomorrow is Christmas such a nice day its supposed to be cant wait for it but also cant wait to see what happens tomorrow hehehe tomorrow night dinner lotsa fun and tomorrow got spit roast!1 its like awesomeness lols hehehe weal im coughing m flef to death here so im going to end my blog n and sleep hehe so night night peoples

woopsy

2008-12-20T20:41:00.003+11:00

well sorry for not blogging for the past days haven't been able to connect to net properly. stupid laggy net grrrrrrrrrr. was supposed to get new net during September but noooooooooooo dad wanted to wait and LOOK arond for a better deal grrr and what its 2 months down the track and it stil hasnt been changed grrr. i mean my cousin and i were trying to get it changed for a while and like last sat was the day we were susposed to get it done at chaddy but dad had to go some party and we cant changed it cause grr we dun have bill payers rights dam it. well we are so getting it changed hopefully by next year at least cause this speed and crappy connecting is killing me.

Anyways onto other things i think i made budget today got a longines watch woot. the customer said that they got a better price somewhere else and my boss is liek what was that price maybe i could give u a better price and she gave 4 dollars less lols mind u it was really close to the max discount that u could give. meh i made budget so thats ok. there was also this customer who lost his wedding ring like ages ago and was looking for a new one. well the customer works at a mine so he takes his ring off before he works and puts it in his bag. well the bag had a hole in it and like poof the ring was gone. lols so he was loooking for one today well not really but i made him a deal that h couldnt refuse lols. and he got it. later he came back wid his wife and she was like good he got a ring now. now looking for anniversery ring for me lols poor him spending so much money.

today was so bad was surviving on butter menthols lols every 10 or 20 mins i would take another menthol it was like so crappy, cause i would be fine for 10 or 20 mins after i finished one and then my throat would fee like crap again and couldnt swallow properly so i took another one. and have u ever tried talking and seving customers with a lolly in your mouth? its liek gah so annoying cause u dun want to be rude and talk wid your mouth full bu then u want to serve them to meet yoru budget then u want to help them find the right thing. all the while sucking on a lolly so that your voice dun sound to raspy and hurt. sigh it was a hard day ............... lols but meh i had fun was tired in the middle of the day like my body just felt like sleeping its wierd i think it sthe weather cause liek in certain weather conditions i just feel like sleeping and not doing anything.

what else........................ not sure ............................... hmmmmmmmm................ oh year my brother is a total asssssssss he so dam selfish do u know what he did? he asked me to pick him up from knox after he finished work at about 6.15 he knew there was a bus coming at 6 30 and like its not like tis going to kill him to wait 15 no 10 mins since walking from his work to the bus stops is maybe 5 mins at the bus stop for the bus i mean it wasnt even dark it was still bright. i mena i cant believe how selfish he was he knew when the buses were coming and he knew that he could catch it but noooooo he had to call home for a lift the ass. i mena seriously i wouldnt mind so much if there were no busses or it was like really dark. but like its bright and theres a bus in 15 mins just wait for the stupid bus instead of being lasy and getting me or my cousin to come out if we are busy just to pick u up because u cbb taking the bus. freaking lasy ass. u know what else he compared it to him picking me up from stud park at night when its liek pitch black u cant see where your walking cause thers no lights along the path we walk back. and i mean i call and he's playing games and he leaves what 20 mins after i call him when he could have left 5 mins. he just dont have his priorities straight. he dun think about anyone but himself its so annoying he just expects things to go his way. he dun care if it inconvieniences u he will do it anyway. stupid ass

well i've vented and its dinner time now so thats al for this post. might post later tonight if anything else comes to mind
peace out !!!!!!! lols haahaha
laters peoples
zacs

1 year

2008-12-17T01:33:00.002+11:00

lols i got back into my blog !!!!! woot lol ahaha well as u guessed i couldnt get into my blog well i have gotten into it once again !!!!!!! muwaahahahahaah now to my blogging maddness hehehe although it will probably stop after one day and take me a week to blog again lols. maybe a month.

anyway wel this is a blog after all today had work finished later than i was susposed to cause of stupid peopel walking into store grrrr. like we were susposed to close at 8 but no one came in from like 6 to 7 30 then all of a sudden a whole heap of people come in it was like annoying cause we wanted to go home grr.... so we finished at 9 instead. weeeheee i got an ice cream maker for chirstmas wahahah its so cool i tried to make sorbet today it wa slike awsoeme but i stuffed it up the first time i didnt cool the mixture long enough to make it cold so that when i put it in the machine it would actually freeze. so i had to put it in again later
but oh well it still looks like its going to be awesome. hehehe i want to say thanks to yvonne for it its soo coool. thankies baby hehehe.

what else to write........................... no idea
im just goign to ramble now lols hmm tomorrow going to try again i think or thursday goign to try maybe make somethign else hmm who knows meh. tomorrow going spot light!!! hehe more material so much fun wid baby hehe spending time wid her is so much fun. i wana spend more time wid her. hehehe love ya babe hehehe well what else hmmm lollies there was a new store for lollies at chaddy its so awsome hehe go tjelly bellies and lots of random thigns. heheh love the lollies hehehe. christmas gah love it but hate it too much work grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr oh well lots a money to spend now from it hehehehehe well thats going to be all for my post this time cause i cbb writing more and i probably wrote tons already hehe. i will try to write mroe but i cant garentee that i will cause like previously i suck at updating it lols

well uni huh?

2007-08-19T16:42:00.000+10:00

yeah its been what 20 days since i posted. i know its long but at least im posting more often which is good and means that im getting a little bit less lasy. anyway whats to write about today? well unis going better but i've been sleep in nearly all my lectures recently which i dont mind but it seems that my tutors are starting to notice so i kinda got to stop cause they are picking on me. tutes are ok except for one of them were we are learning how to use cs2 again so i just skip that one. what else i think ive been getting lasy with my work i have left everything to the last minute like vcd last year. so im kidna screwed later this year.

yeah what o talk about???........... well god rocks hes is the one who saves me!!! but yeah im having some trouble with my christian faith atm i havent been doing ym quiet times so i kinda have to get back into doing them. oh duc and age im sorry about yesterday i didnt actually do hw instead of going to YA. sorrie guys i kinda just didnt feel like going. oh and umm i kinda got to tell u guys some stuff im having trouble with atm and kinda wana get off my chest. anyway onto more happy things today tim costella(i think thats how u spell his name) came to our church to preach which was cool. umm what was he talking about?? oh yeah he was taking about redemption and the fact that our christian and world view of redemption has become narrow. it was reallie something.

the other thing he was talking about was stop the trafix!!! which was a move to stop the slave trade in the world. i mean its true that slave trade was actually abolished like ages ago but the fact is its still going on today and its just inhumane. anyway if u guys wana come watch a movie for $4 at waverly gardens you guys can come. the movie is amazing grace. u know the movie about the dude who stood up for the abolishment of the slave trade and its inhumane practice.

details
7pmVillage Cinemas, Waverley GardensCr Jacksons & Police Roads, MulgraveTickets still available.

any way thats my ramblings for today its kinda heavy so yeah

hey i actually posted

2007-07-28T18:11:00.000+10:00

lol i am actually posting isnt that cool??? yeah anyway this week was kinda bad but good
i kept forgeting my work for uni and that ppissed me off cause i reallie need to get the work looked at but i kept fogetting it which sucked and i was reallie tired this week also i fell asleep in like 2 lectures and in unite which reallie sucks cause i seem to be getting a reputation for falling asleep during important things. which sucks cause then no one will trust me with this and i wont be able to get anywhere. so yeah i need to stop falling asleep in things. i should get more sleep now

today i my family and cousin went to vic market cause. i dont reallie know reallie i think they wanted to show my cousin the places of aus. any way i didnt go cause i had to do work but i didnt do much work cause the stupid programs were deleted from my com when we reformated it so when i go to put it back in it doesnt work, so i go to download another version and buess what? i couldent tell which of the stupid torrents was the one i should down load from so i spen like 2 or 3 hours trying to find the right program .
duno what to type so meh

yes post more

2007-07-25T23:18:00.000+10:00

yes post more............... i did say that i would post more didnt i ? well i havent reallie been bothered have i? so im not going to make any promises this time all im goign to say is that posting is a hassel cause i forget alot of the time and i reallie cbb posting lately so i dont reallie bother. well at the moment uni is tireing cause i ahve to travel all the way to Maribyrnong for site vists for my un project. it is reallie stupid i mean i live out in rowville which is like on the other side of the city and its suck a bother just to get there since i have to take a train to the city then change trains at melbourne central then reach the site. once i reace the site i then have to walk along the river from footscray then for liek 3 or 4 kms along it till i get an understanding of the site. i mean it sucks why couldent i get some thing closer to the east side of melbourne. anyways thats uni at the moment nothing good nothing great but its still fun at times. we're currently doign site engeneering and that is great we're learing all this stuff about topography and maps and how to do them which is kinda anoying but still fun cause the tutors are super cool.

so whats going on in life now? not much i just went on a focus camp which was great. at the camp we had so much fun. they also changed the name of focus to unite (understanding now with intention towards eternity.) super cool name change . anyway camp was good we did an amazing race. my team was like last and i mean last, the first check point we spent like 20 mins on it while other teams were doing the second task and we were just waking around thinking of givign up and getting a drink. and guess what we came first!!!! FIRST hate to rub it it but FIRST!!!!!!!! so yeah. so that was camp we also had great times in worship and the speaker peter miso (cant spell his name) was cool and reallie touched alot of people. the camp made me relise alot of things and helped me with some stuff.

soo for all those people who are out there wondering wether or not i have a gf............ im not goign to tell u most of u know if i have one or not but some of u dont so im not ging to tell u. but one thing i will say is that i liek some one but no one knows who. so bleh to u all.

today i found out how hard it is to rive a car with out power stearing. i mean its hard ok its not that hard. i actually can drive it ok but its still hard. i mean the only other car that i have driven is my driving instructors car which has powerstearing so u dont have to turn so much. but my dads car is another thing the turning is massive i have to do liek 3 quarters of a turn to turn a corner 3 quarters!! its almost done a full 36o how stupid is that and changing into second gear is awful just terrible i mean i put it into second gear and guess what its not in fully. i mean i put it in like 3 times and it wont go in how stupid is that? k in not bagging all cars that dont have power stearing just my dads it sucks

any way thats it for this post hope i post tomorrow cause i reallie want to make this a regular thing

lol

2007-03-20T18:19:00.000+11:00

hahahahaha i havent posted in like ages. man i should post more i just forget. oh well any way lets see what to talk about......................... uni started about 3 weeks ago and it has been hell so much drawing im starting to dislike drawing. well not really, more like resenting the course for making me do so much. so yeah, im doing landscape architecture/ urban planning which is kinda cool cause teh urban planning side all my lecture's say i have a assured job and the landscape architecture side lets me do fun things as well so its pretty good.

so far this year i've had 1 uni cam and am having another one this week. the first one was kind of a let down cause there was nothing to drink. well actually they did have a bar but it was at club prices. u know $7 for a beer. so i didnt have anything. this camp that we are goign on now we can bring stuff so there is going to be a mass load more of it up there. oh we are going to mount bulla. i know i know mt bulla at this time, their going this time cause its cheap thats why. any ways i want more anime im out of it its so anoying so boring anyways laters guys wait for my next post in what a month maybe 2? or is a year lol

umm

2006-12-13T17:47:00.000+11:00

hey i updated today but i deleated the stuff i put up cause it would offend my dad if he eva foudn this site.

soo its holies im so bored dad deleated all teh games and limited my account so i cant reinstall them (thats what the post was about ) umm so now i watch and read anime what else i chat and talk ntohign much else to do cause no one is planning anything to do so im bored at home with nothing to do.

some one plan some thign already

lol

2006-11-29T15:55:00.000+11:00

hahahhaa i know i said i would update my blog but im just to lasy and uncommited to doing a blog.
i guess u shouldent rely on me to actually post and update i'll probably say if i updated in my nick or something so if it says ive updated ive up dated.

any way too day sucked i got my letter back from rmit concerning whether or not i got accepted for industrial design and i got a c letter. for those that dont know a c letter means that they dont want u. its all because of that stupid test. i mean i didnt understand a single thing in it so what do u expect me to get. oh well i expected to get pretty bad for it anyway as i know i screwed up nearly everything.
lets see...... what else is there i have three inteviews on friday one at rmit and two a monash. dam it i dun have 12 or 15 pieces to put in arg ............. i guess i'll have to make about 5 or 6 up today.

exams and bdays!!

2006-10-10T18:06:00.000+10:00

yes yes i know i said i would post every month
i know that i said i would post more oftern but im a lasy ass so deal with it hehehe

any wais exams !!! yes exams!!! how crap they are. all this studying, the stress, the pain. why do we have to go through it all and be worried about eveything ?? I wish they would just go away. everythign just go away !! stupid exams.
anywais its david's bday today, winnie and jame's tomorrow and andy's the day after so happy bday to u all!! and i duno what im going to get u so meh. i'll probably just design a shirt for each of u and give then to u in like a month.
what else........... my bday is coming up on the 30 of october. its in the middle of the stupid exams argg... no party then. Actually i want a party sooo.... i think i'll have it after the exams what do u guys think? and what shoudl i do for it?

cant wait for next week dress up day and the grad dinner such a wonderful time !!!
time to show off my now moves....... well actually one new move that i cant do properly..... actually make that none i was too lasy to learn any more moves even though i had tons of friends trying to teach me oh well... maybe next time there is some formal that all of us are going to which is unlikely i woudl have master something apart from raving.

k i think i will stop typiing now mey spilling is starting to go weird. lol
laters people and i will try to post more just remind me or something

long time no post

2006-07-15T22:31:00.000+10:00

hmm... well sorry bout not posting for awhile but i cbb and had trouble using the net for awhile it kida lagged cause i always went ova my limit before i can post so it took too long to load last time but now im going to try post at least once a month at a min.

anywais back to life. had formal recently... it was good... actually it ROCKED!!!!!. the location was good the music was ok the people rocked the food...... well totally sucked crap.... i actually danced that night liek i raved in the middle of a circle. so cool i wana dance again.. i love dancing but too self concious to do it infront of people so that was cool.. apart from that i think im going to actually need to study this term dam it...

well thats it for today bais

lol today rocked

2006-04-13T18:15:00.000+10:00

lol today rocked like hell
so god so may friends dressed up i felt left out.
maybe i should of dressed up. oh well cant help it now but i reallie didnt want to be an asian curry or wear a sarong. liek i dont want to be curry and i dont want to wear a sarong its practally a skirt and i don not want to wear a skirt.

but every oen looked cool especialy the oens in jap like tracy and vincent oh and micheal too, but tracy was the best by far. lol cant wait till end of year when we all get to dress up again. im definently going as kazu or hitsugaiya for manifest and school. i cant wait lol!!!!!

long thime no post

2006-04-12T16:39:00.000+10:00

heheh havent posted in a while been too busy with school and stuff.
today i foudn out that a girl that i used to go to school with was taking the same bus as me every morning. i like knew that she took the bus ( i saw her get on and off the bus) and i knew she looked familier but i wasnt sure where i knew her from. i had this sneaking feeling that it was mabel from my prilamy school but wasnt sure and i was too scared to ask her so when i saw her talking to William i asked him today waht her name was and it was her. lol it was Mabel from my primary school lol

school arg

2006-03-27T20:48:00.000+11:00

schooolllll.............
yes schoolll
it is back again after 2 weeks of fun
a terrible terrible thing school is
the holidays ended so quick
why oh why did it go so fast
bringing us back to class
the boring lessons
going on and on
boring us till kingdom come
i wish i was on holiday again
but its another 12 weeks
before that comes again
arg,,,,
i want my holidays back i cant stand this so much work so much things to do i dont want to go to school too much to do i neva want to see a text book again neva eva eva again. why do they have to be so very lasrg and thich. why are they so hard to read. its like their made to confuse is just like that. i dont like school its eva so boring but there are good things about school too. liek teh friends i have talking and chatting. getting anime of them too. so many things get of them i need more and more the neva ending stream of anime !!! neva beign able to get them fast having to rely on friends for stuff. it reallie sucks.
hehehe for some old reason i seem to ryme
i dont know why but it seems so fine

hmm stupi chem

2006-03-22T17:14:00.001+11:00

arg i cant do the chem work i',m so stupid i dotn understand a thing its goign on about its reallie anoying
why do i ahv eto do this arg

arg depressed again

2006-03-18T15:36:00.000+11:00

stupid ichigo 100% got me depressed arg...
i finally finnished readign it and i dotn get it. it was the same when i finnished reading love hina. i got depressed. it was all cause they had a crappy ending that didnt make sence to me or that i read it ova a period of about a year so i for got parts and thats what was depressing or something like that. i dont know i just feel depresed if i dotn understand something or that i think the ending kinda sucked. its reallie dodgey. u see i can tell if a manga is good the way i tell is i get depressed after i finnished it. i feel like it finnished too soon or that the ending was rushed. its reallie dodgey arg....

bored

2006-03-17T22:45:00.000+11:00

arg holidays are so boring i havent done a thing yet all holidays. so bored all ive done is sit at home and watch anime and read manga. this reallie sucks. i shoudl ahve done my homeowork or at least gone out. oh well cant be helped now. next week im going to be doing home work for the whole week i think. tooo bad it seems like i wont be doing anything this holies either.

oh well back to my boring lonely life.

WHY NARUTOFAN ARE CON-ARTISTS!!

2006-03-15T18:51:00.000+11:00

hehehe i never reallie felt like posting this be fore but its true and tasmo reallie sucks so read it

WHY NARUTOFAN ARE CON-ARTISTS!!

I will summarize this for everyone out there.

Tazmo (Wife Beater) is the webmaster from narutofan.com. I was also told that recently he was arrested for beating his ex girlfriend up, he kicked her and pushed her to the ground. Tazmo (Wife Beater) is an abuser, when he gets married he will become like all those other wife beaters, things like this are unforgivable. Tazmo (Wife Beater) was also abused by his parents I was told.

Tazmo (Wife Beater) dropped out of High School because he was bullied by his peers (Jesse), who threw pencils at him and made fun of him during class, and one day he fought Jesse and got his ass kicked, and decided not to go back. Tazmo (Wife Beater) is now home schooled.
What are people saying about Tazmo (Wife Beater)?
"There is one person to blame why the Naruto Community consists of websites that only focus on media and that is Tazmo"
"You see this egotistic bastard claimed NF to be the #1 Source for Naruto before it even opened."
"Tazmo at some point did lie about having so many servers."
"Trigunflame was also there when Tazmo's I believe raised donation goal from $300 to $500 when it was not needed."
"I actually do believe Tazmo is stealing money, I suggest you guys don't donate to him."
"I read Tazmo's response, and even if he's telling the truth, he sounds like an ass."
"Most people despise Tazmo, the webmaster of NarutoFan. Probably because he's a liar, cheater, and he thinks he is all mighty, which, he is not"
Proof:http://www.shonenjunk.net/showthread...ighlight=Tazmo
http://www.narutomania.com/forums/showthread.php?t=6058
http://www.shonenjunk.net/showthread...ighlight=Tazmo

Lawsuit Against StopTazmo.com

Tazmo is getting desperate. He contacted our host using a fake name and gmail account trying to pressure our host to shut us down.
Email 1
Hello,I am in need of contacting the owner of this company regarding a legal matter.Please get back to me with how I can talk to this person directly. I hope to havethis matter resolved without resorting to legal action.Thank you very much.

Email 2
I am representing a client who has chosen to file suit against yourcompany and the domain owner. The domain is stoptazmo.com and hostedon your servers. We have been in contact with the companies involvingthis web-site EV1 Servers, VIZ LLC. and NameCheap.com. However it ispossible that if the web-site is removed in 48 hours we will drop alllegal action.I await your reply,Lara HansleyLHA & Associates

Email 3
After a thorough investigation and review of our acceptable use policy andterms of service, it has been concluded no violations have taken place.
Investigation Reference ID: 004fhG4jgstoptazmo (Save for future reference)
We are hereby ceasing contact with you. You will no longer receive emailsfrom us regarding the current situation. We thank you for yourunderstanding and cooperation in this matter, and we can assure you thatwe will continue to monitor the domain in question periodically to complywith terms of service and acceptable use policy restrictions and orregulations.We will forward a mailing address and home address for papers to be servedshould you continue to pursue your litigation against our company.{ ADDRESS REMOVED }

The IP used, 24.71.223.143, points to Alberta Calgary Canada. Just were Tazmo (Wife Beater) is from. Tazmo pretended to be an Attorney to get our host to remove our account. Tazmo (Wife Beater) is getting scared and he is playing dirty tricks. It's one of the reasons he runs such a large site, no others as big as him, do you know why? Tazmo tried to get other sites shutdown too, and flooded them. That is why he is so big. No competition.Our host told us already that they won't budge and are not afraid of getting sued and that their lawyers already know what is going on.

Server Fraud

He continues to ask for donations and claims he has 8 servers (Corrected), when in reality he has about 2-3, he just uses dedicated IP's to make it look like he has more.
Tazmo (Wife Beater) has ftp1.narutofan.com, ftp2.narutofan.com.... ftp6.narutofan.com,
all mirror servers for manga.Ping ftp1.narutofan.com, ftp3.narutofan.com, ftp4.narutofan.com, ftp5.narutofan.com
What do you notice? All the IP's are similar. That is because they are on the same server, he just has downloads linked to different IP's to make it seem like Tazmo (Wife Beater) has more servers and can get more money.
Then ping ftp.2.narutofan.com and ftp6.narutofan.com, they are two different servers. We may see a ftp7 ftp8 and ftp9.narutofan.com popup any time and be linked to one of his other servers and then ask fans for more donations.It is really quite simple to get more IP's added to your server, all datacenter's such as EV1/RackSpace/Burst/ provide dozens of IP's to customers upon request, which can then be binded to your server either by editing or adding another configuration file into your / etc/sysconfig/network-scripts/ folder named something like ifcfg-eth0, or by running something like "ifconfig eth0 1.2.3.4 netmask 255.255.255.0" and then restarting your network service.When you are given extra IP's by your datacenter or host, they must always be on the same class network, this may vary depending on how the host has the network setup, but your additional ip's will always be close to your original, not sure? Email support@servermatrix.com or support@ev1servers.net and ask if what we say is true.

Tazmo's (Wife Beater) Donation Stealing

He uses his donations to pay for things like a new $2000+ laptop for himself so girls will like him. If any of you have ever talked over AIM, you will notice he sounds like a jerk and acts better than you because of his large site, yet he is the one who dropped out of school and spends his whole live on the computer because he has no real friends.How can girls like pussys? As a child Tazmo (Wife Beater) was bullied to the point where he refused to go to schools and remains home schooled and fearful of people. Tazmo (Wife Beater) sits at his computer all day long trying to cause trouble. Do you wonder why there are no other large bleach or naruto sites? Tazmo (Wife Beater) uses donations to buy large proxy lists to flood servers to take them offline. What do you think happened to narutotalk.com? We have asked Tazmo (Wife Beater) to reveal detailed accounting logs of payment sent to him, and how much was sent exactly on servers and prizes, he refuses to provide proof (Screen Shots, Logs, Receipts). If he was really legit why not let everyone know exactly where their money is going? Tazmo (Wife Beater) refuses because he would be ruined if people found out exactly where it was going. We dare Tazmo (Wife Beater) to provide details of every transaction. If he won't it is not a good idea to give him any more money, he has already stolen enough from his adoring fans.What is Tazmo (Wife Beater) scared of if he is telling the truth? Why does not not show exactly where the money is all going to? He can't because then you would know it's going to him for personal gain. All his fans already paid for laptop for him, what else will you pay for? Prove us wrong Tazmo! Release your records.

Honest Staff

Over time, he has lost countless staff, because they have found out what he has done with his donations, he keeps most of the money for himself, as most of you I am sure have heard, that is why one of his staff members, Trigunflame left. Trigunflame wanted no part in Tazmo's (Wife Beater) stealing from adoring fans. When TrigunFlame and Tazmo (Wife Beater) first started out, they agreed to have the money sent to a shared paypal account. Months down the line Tazmo (Wife Beater) changed the account to his own personal account and started refusing to disclose exactly where all the money was going to. Tazmo (Wife Beater) publishes no accounting records, and why would he? So fans can find out what is really going on?

Adam AKA Tazmo (Wife Beater)

A few months ago, there was a person named Adam who claimed to have purchased NarutoFan.com, this person was none other than Tazmo (Wife Beater) himself, if you review his posts, you will see they start and end almost exactly the same, and they even talk alike, and say the same things.

Tazmo's (Wife Beater) Attacks Against the Anime Community

The owner of narutofan.com is also responsible for DDOS attack's against large companys like EV1servers and webhostingtalk.com Support us and don't donate to Tazmo (Wife Beater) . Donating to him hurts the Anime Community. Tazmo (Wife Beater) uses donations for personal benefit and to pay IRC users to flood fellow webmasters, knocking their sites and servers offline using zombies!

QUOTES FROM CONCERNED MEMBERS OF THE COMMUNITY

"when narutofan came back after being down, they took down the goals for the donations. It just displayed the amount that people donated. What is up with that? If the donations goals were legit before why take it down now?"
"I wonder what Tazmo is actually doing over there..."
"There doesnt have to be proof to prove that Kevin (Tazmo) lied and cheat, you could just tell."
SOURCE: http://216.239.57.104/search?q=cache...om+kevin&hl=en

Tazmo (Wife Beater) Desperate!!

Falsifies Police Report as Last ResortTazmo (Wife Beater) has become scared after I am starting to post about what he is really doing, he created a site and posted a false police report about me. http://stopkane.info is the link, if you read it, and know anything about the police, they would never say something like "Overall Little Tittle is nothing more then an internet bully who has crossed the line severely to the point of criminal actions, and an obsession with the victim of this case seems to have been formed. Little Tittle is likely suffering from several mental defects and suggested action would be fining and institutionalizing rather then incarceration if Little Tittle is under the age of 18. If over the age of 18 we suggest the three mentioned penalties above"No cop would say anything like this, just think about it, if you are not sure ask your parents what they think.What else will Tazmo (Wife Beater) do in order to save his reputation? Tazmo (Wife Beater) is digging his own grave by his lies. Read over this fake police report carfully, if you have common sense you will knowSince Tazmo (Wife Beater) is located in Canada, he is not able to file anything against me unless he has an exact address and comes to where I am located and files against me in Winter Park Florida. Tazmo (Wife Beater) can not provide anyone with my address, no one knows where I live.

Spread the word about Tazmo (Wife Beater).

Let us all unite against him!Help protect the Anime Community, tell your friends about the real Tazmo! (Wife Beater)

bored

2006-03-15T18:01:00.000+11:00

hmm nothing to do. im just sitting at home doing nothing reallie. so bored nmothign to do during these holidays. all ive done so far is watch anime and sleep nothign else reallie oh well. i guess i wont be goign ou tthat much these dais either seeing its year 12 and all. too bad i cant go to jenny's party why did i have to have a stupid dental appointment oh well i guess it cant be helped. i hope i can go once my dental appointment is finnished but i dont reallie know what time it will finnish and i dotn know if the otheres will still be there. oh well i guess i'm goign to miss out on alot of things this year seeing as i have so many comittments oh well.

laters peoples

depressed

2006-03-12T14:16:00.000+11:00

im depressed no one wants to talk or listen to me. its really anoying im like standing right next tot hem and they talk to someone else. then when i say something they totaly iignore me . im so depressed......
i dont want to go to school cause no on really talks to me except for a few close friends. no oen invites me anywhere anymore its like ive anoyed them so much that they dont want to associate with me any more. then they go out and tehy dont invite me and when i find out its liek i forgot im reallie anoyed with that the dotn tell me then they say they forget its reallie anoying i'm so depressed... i feel so ignored like im not there and that im just the guy that u talk to if no one else is there hmm i wish i knew waht others thought of me i reallie do oh well i guess i never will... too depressed to go out not like any oens asked me out anyways.

Stupid English SAC

2006-03-12T13:57:00.000+11:00

oh i'm writing this now because I was too pissed and lazy to write it earlier so im writing it now. lol

hmm well the stupid english sac sucked!!! i totally screwed it up and have no hope of actually getting more than 1 out fo 20 arg!!!! i reallie hate it.
i had the perfect plan. it was like.. like... perfect no fault in it well there were but not that many.
but when i started writing my mind went blank i couldent write there was no flow i couldent rember evidence i hand no structure. it was so bad!!! i even ran out of time to finnish my conclusion arg!!! i hate the english sac.
i'll like write my plan down now and then write what i actually wrote.

intro

para 1
- romulus' character.
- what his character is like
- kind, compassionate, truthful, hard working, honest

para 2
- link between his work and his character
- "his work was honest through and through like him"
- how his character is shown through his work and hwo it made his charactrer

para 3
- christine's betrayal
- the affairs with outher men
- her death
- affair with mitru
- incability to care for raimond

para 4
- lydia's betrayal
- married other man
- still came ova on romulus' money
- kept writing to romulus without telling him that she got married

conclussion
- his character
- like to work
- chrisitine and lydia's betrayal
- romulus' life a tragdy but him still being a man of character.

now what i wrote

intro

para 1
- his character shown by his compassion to goats!! (how stupid is that i wrote about goats)
- the character of his evident to others

para 2
- link between work and character(but badly written no structure)

para 3
- christine's betrayal
- her affairs with other men
-(also badly written with no coherency)

para 4
-lydias betrayal
- how romulus went to kill her husband
- how he showed some control over his actions by not killing him and waiting til morning

conclussion
- i never finnished my conclussion so i cant really say what i wrote

now u see how much i stuffed up lol umm im going to do anoter post after i post this one about today!!

arg sacs!!!

2006-03-07T17:44:00.000+11:00

arg i hate this week so many sacs so much stuff to do the week before holies i cant stand it i dont want to do anything arg i want more time arg!!!! oh well since there is no time i guess i'll just take some food and antacids and start studying like crazy!!lol oh well hmm i cant wait i'm goign to a party on the holies and watching movies!! i might also be going ice skating!! i cant wait!!

hmm what else am i doing this holies hmm.......

oh theres study and home work and catch up work but i can do all that in a week. ohh im also going to make a sword for a costume and a paint my room!! i duno how im going to paint it i want to paint it liek blue then get water bombs and fill them with paint and chuck dem at the wall. when the paint dries i want to draw a big aniem character on the wall and paint that on. lol but i dotn think my mum will let me do tha aniem thing.lol buit i will try!!

hmm well....

2006-03-01T18:20:00.000+11:00

hmm.. i duno what to write in mah blog and i dont know what to say today.
well yesterday dad got all pissed at me cause he saw my msn nick which was agimato agimato.blogspot.com something something then (dad is an ass hole).
well he got reallie pissed that i called him an asshole and all i dont know why he got so pissed it was my way fo lettign ym steam off and it ususally doesn't last ling anyways i usually put it up for a day or two then i change it cause im no longer pissed at him. but no he just gets totally pissed off and goes on raving about how he doesn'e call me a asshole or anything like that. well of course he woulden't call me that he would just ban me form everylittlethign even eating. thats how stupid my dad can bee some times. i mean he banned me from being in his room just because he was pissed at some thing. it wasent even me and he bans me from his room wth!!! whats wid that well when my dads in a stupid mood he throws stupid tantrums that result in him getting mad at me for no reason at all i may be sitting there doing nothign watching tv and then he will walk in pissed off and throw a tantrum about how im not doing anythign and how im being lasy and how i should be cleaning the house and doing work. first fo all ive done my work. second of all its not fault the house is a mess its his fault he leaves the stuff there and then blames us how stupid is that i really dont like my dads stupid mood swings and stuff.

oh and now that ive finnished this blog i dont want any of u telling this to mah dad. i dotn want him to be goign on one fo his stupid tantrums

creaming

2006-02-27T21:42:00.000+11:00

hey clayton festival rocked !!!!
i dotn care what other people say it rocked got all this cool stuff like the popper things their like minnie fire crackers u chuck dem on the groudn and they make a bang i also got thoes balls that when u hit them to gether they make a crack.

ohh we alsa got creamed wid shaving cream!!!
stupid duc went over board we only got him wid string in a can and he pulls out a can of shaving cream and creams us all mnnnnnnn.......
but the good thing was we creamed joyce!!! joyce got creamed!!! so cool but den she went to the toilet and cleaned it all off oh well. well lets see who got creamed it was duc, carmen, mel, joyce, jermy(both of them), teck, tim, jonathan, josh, age, some of age's friends, and me i think dats all of them. well we all got covered in cream but teck, jermy and carmen were the worst. lol so bad.

den da bboxing comp rocked there was this 10 year old and he owned and i mean owned. he came in second but he still owned. it was so cool he beat all these guys that were like 20 25 so cool. ohh there were so many stores i want to go again !!! and cream some more people.

after being creamed at clayton fest i want to cream people again. i'll probably do it at school on the last day of term or at the end of year. so... of u go to my school and your my friend watch out !!!! hehehehehehehe

hmm... braces DEY SUCK!!!!!

2006-02-23T18:09:00.000+11:00

i hate my braces!!!! i used to really want braces but now they suck. oh and if u didnt know i got them on monday.
stupid things part of them have already fallen off and the wire is now poking me in the cheek really bad. i hate dem. well i hate the part that is poking me in the cheek but other than that they are fine.

oh i fot got to post a post about the OSAKA TWILIGHT festival. I'll just do it now then. well it was a real let down there were not that many stores and not many games to play and there where too many people.

i hated the likes for food there wer at least 100 people in each like for food and there were only like 5 food stores for the whole festival. dat realyl sucked. we spent half the time lining up for food and that was in one line only. ONE LINE !!!! and the stupid okanomiyaki wasn't that good. i've had better for the same price and had more. stupid lines.
ohh the only good things about the festival was the yukata's that peter and wang wore. lol so funny they looked like girls. and i mean like girls. from the back both of them look like actual girls. it was probably because peters yukata was white wid light blue patten that looked more liek it was for a girl and wangs one was a black and white flower patten. soo funny watching them up on the platform.

apart from that it really sucked. they didnt even have the fishing game so stupid. why couldent hey have the fishing game? its not even a smapp jap festival if the dont have the fishing game. u know the game where u have to scoop fish out of a pond with a rice paper net into a bowl. i really wanted to try that game but they didnt even have that how stupid is that?? oh well cant complain now i went already.

I hate my hair !!!!!

2006-02-18T18:28:00.000+11:00

my stupid mum... stupid hair cut... i hate my hair
its too short now i really dont like it its too short
its almost crude cut. i wouldent mind if it was a bit longer like about 1 or 2 cm's longer but no aunti had to listen to my mum dam stupid mum stupid har is too short now
ARGG!!!!!!!!!

i can go to the OSAKA TWILIGHT FESTIVAL!!!

2006-02-17T23:46:00.000+11:00

hehehe ya i can go i can go to the OSAKA TWILIGHT FESTIVAL!!! i found a lift home !!!!!! too bad i have to be back at church by 8 pm oh well its still cool i get to go to gravitate also!!!!

i wonder if anyone else is taking the pakernam line i need to take it to get home oh well i really want to go but then i need to go home earlie so it kinda sucks.

ohhh i was just reminded of this really scary thing that happend to me a while back. this is what happend

my dad wanted to see a friends holiday house so we wnet and while the parents were going aroudn for a drive me and my friend went for a walk. while we were walking we walked past a milkbar. at the milk bar there was a big red ute. as the ute pulled out another car came by and braked right infornt of the red car. a guy got out and started yelling at the guy in the red car. then this woman got out of the red car and was pulled away by the guy in the other car. the fight was over the woman cause she had an afair wid the guy in da red car. i know dis cause the guy sad soem thign like " u been sleeping wid my woman" or something like dat. then the guy tried to pull the other guy out of the red car. they were having a big fight. there was a ripped shirt and all. the woman was yelling and trying to get the guy to stop attacking the guy in the red car. it was really scary. i mean i might not make it sound scary in dis. but it was really scary. if u want to know the full story u gona have to talk to me cause i cant explaine it properly in da blog.

my friend was so scared that she grabed onto me really tight till we walked past dem and got to da beach.

sick

2006-02-17T09:27:00.000+11:00

today sucks i fell really sick and i just want to sleep. i dotn know if i will go to youth group today but i probably will. i wish i didnt get sick at all but its liek i cant help it. oh well i'll just try to mahe the best of it now.
what is there to do today?? i have no idea there is home work, anime, games, watchign tv, sleeping and eating but waht else is there to do ??? i wish i knew what to do.
who will save me from this sickness!?!?!?!?!?!?!? who i say?!?!?!?!?

camp

2006-02-16T12:15:00.000+11:00

lol camp was fun so very stupid but fun. i just cant stop laughing over the act that jenny and the others did so funnie. i want to watchit again. too bad i coulden enjoy it as much as i hoped. why did i agree to take the photos for the school. oh well camp was great but the food sucked. i should of brought noodles. oh well cantn be helped now. dam so much work to do its reallie sucks.

dam stupid jap fest why does it have to be so late why??? and on a sunday why ? how am i susposed to get home now i mean really i wanna go but how am i susposed to go if there is no way for me to get home really. stupid jap fest...

oh well i got to do work now so cya

hmm..

2006-02-12T16:31:00.000+11:00

i think i was kinda strange yesterday i kept goign on about chickens and stuff.. oh well..
hehehe i got camp tomorrow its goign to be so cool i cant really wait for it lol i think i wana bring some speakers but duno if i can fit it in.

oh i just rembered youth group rocked like really rocked we had like 80 people there. it was so mad.hehe sing start...lol jermy sing star champ. hmm... i wonder did he actually sing on friday??? oh well it still rocked. ohh i got a new pencil case also its a astro boy pencil case.!!!! wonder what joyce will do when she see it.

cant wait for tomorrow.... stupid blog cant work out how to make it look better like wid those comment this that sandra has... oh well sandra if u read dis tell me!!!! please..

lol i gonign now cya all

yay

2006-02-10T14:57:00.000+11:00

hmm...... i finally got a blog dont really liek the look of it so i think i 'll change it eventually oh well now to todays stuff.

today was great i started to draw again even though i suck i know i can draw some good things if i try so i think i'll practice and get better. got to do a prac to day in chem it was pretty boring but we still had some fun like trying to not burn a match but still have it over the bunsen burner. lol it actually works!!

what else happend today nto much reallie. ohh da jap things next week yay goignt o city to have jap food !!!!!! cant wait too bad i dotn know how to get home after that...... hmm should find out how to get back before i go anywhere. oh well i guess i might have to ditch it dam it!! i really wanted to go too.